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A Little Christmas Present For You (2023)

Happy Holidays Everyone! Once again, it’s been a while since I’ve posted anything on my blog. I do have plans for it in the new year. But in the meantime, I’ve been very creative this holiday season. These are a series of Pony Music Videos (PMVs) that I’ve made to different Christmas songs. They won’t be everyone’s cup of tea (given that it is My Little Pony), but I just wanted to share something I’ve worked very hard on these past couple of months. I hope you enjoy. And Happy Holidays once again.

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Experiences, General, Into my Autistic Mind

Into My Autistic Mind at Christmas (2)

It’s that time of year again. Christmas Day is tomorrow. I don’t know why I’m thinking of Jimmy Neutron right now. But, yes, it’s Christmas time and I’ve got a busy day of festivities. I just needed added a comma there. I know I shouldn’t be working Christmas Eve or Christmas Day – especially as I’ve just come off an almost 9-hour shift at work. I’m thinking of the old Mr Men and Little Miss books me and my sister used to read. For the last few sentences I’ve been thinking of My Little Pony and the Christmas specials they’ve aired. Although in Friendship is Magic they actually celebrate a holiday called Hearth’s Warming. Hasbro released a Christmas album several years ago and I’ve listened to the whole thing twice this December. I’m being reminded of a Family Feud blooper from years ago. “During what month of pregnancy does a women begin to look pregnant?” “September.” But, back onto Christmas: I’ve got a busy day tomorrow. I’ll be seeing my dad, step-mum and sister for dinner. Then there’s my girlfriend. Yes, I have a girlfriend now – it’s a long story. I’ll be seeing her at her relatives’ house. Then we’ll go back to my dad and step-mum’s, if it hasn’t gotten too late. I just corrected some spelling mistakes there. Now, I’m thinking of the movie Elf. How can you not think of that movie this time of year? Ever since it was released it became an instant classic. I’m thinking of other Christmas movies and specials, too. There’s Arthur Christmas – I just had to look up on my phone how to spell Arthur. Saying that name makes me think of the classic CBBC show that was based on a successful book series. Anyway, other Christmas specials include The Muppets’ Christmas Carol – which I’ve just watched a CinemaSins video on. Sorry for the pause there. Now I’ve remembered one I always used to watch: Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer: the Movie. It’s the one with Eric Idle and Whoopie Goldberg. I’m trying my best not to repeat myself from Into My Autistic Mind at Christmas (1). I should say, the reason I’m doing this one is because I had planned on posting a review on New Year’s Day. But now it doesn’t look like I’ll be able to finish it in time. My perfectionism is causing me problems as usual. I think I might write another Into My Autistic Mind on New Years Day. There’s been something I’ve been meaning to continue for some time. I’m also hoping to finish something on the Autism book I’ve been working on. I did promise to give a preview of it in June after all. I’m just trying to keep my mind focused on Christmas. I’m looking at a TV guide next to me right now. I never usually buy a TV guide. But I wanted to know what was on at this time of year. Today things like Kung Fu Panda 3, EastEnders, Not Going Out, The Gruffalo, The Gruffalo’s Child, Toy Story 3, Small Soldiers and The Tiger Who Came to Tea have been on. Yes, they’ve made a TV adaption of Judith Kerr’s famous book. I just failed miserably in trying to remember her name. I haven’t seen any of these specials today because I’ve been at work. I was watching WWE RAW, when my manager called me. He asked me to start two hours earlier than I was supposed to. It was a bit short notice. But money is money. Plus, I got half an hour taken off at the end. It’s given me the time to right this before I go to bed. I’m trying to finish this before midnight. Don’t want Santa to see me awake do I (wink, wink)? Saying that reminded me of a Simpsons’ episode when Chief Wiggum did something similar. It’s also reminded me of an episode of Friendship is Magic when Trixie does soemThey’re – holy coyote, what it that typo/auto-correct I’ve just been given? Anyway, Trixie does the wink thing, too. Other cartoons are going through my head now, but I’m going to pause for a sec. There now. I wanted to have a sip of my tea. Also, the fan in my kitchen has finally stopped. It turns on whenever you flip the light switch and then whirs for about half an hour after you’ve switched it off. It can be annoying when your trying to get to sleep. Then again, I live next to a motorway. I’ve gotten used to the noise it makes noise all night. You learn to ignore it. I had planned on writing this yesterday, but I was at Bluewater shopping centre doing some last pre-Christmas shopping. I also called my mum and saw some friends who I haven’t seen in months. Everyone in my family is unusually busy around Christmas and Boxing Day. So everyone who I’m not seeing tomorrow I’ll see on the 28th. I’ve just started humming some Christmas songs. Specifically, those from The Muppets’ Christmas Carol: It Feels Like Christmas, Marley and Marley, and Love is Gone. The latter actually has a sad story behind it. At some point, they decided to cut this song from the movie and later releases didn’t contain it. Even when they trying restoring to movie, the scene with the song hadn’t been rendered over the years, so they were unable to include it. Or so I’ve heard. It’s a shame, too. Because I remember seeing it on video and it was a beautiful song. The reprise by Scrooge is still at he end of the film though. I’ve just spent the last 10-15mins trying to make those sentences about Love is Gone sound right. That’s my perfection setting in. These ought to be my unfiltered thoughts, I know. I’m thinking of a scene with the ringmaster from Dumbo now. And that’s making me think of circuses – like the one in Jacqueline Wilson’s Hetty Feather series. One second. I’ve just finished my tea and taken care of some business. I’ll tell you what love is NOT gone though. Mine. As I said, I have a girlfriend now. And I’ll be spending my day with her tomorrow. I still need to wrap her present. I hope she likes it. I’ve actually spent a lot on her this Christmas. More than anyone else in my family, in fact. But I do think she’s nice. I’m not sure what I’ll be doing on New Year’s Eve. But it will be rather tricky. You see, not only am I working on New Years Day – one second, I’m thinking if Disney’s Sword in the Stone. Also, I can hear somebody watching Elf in an apartment near mine. Anyway, I’m not only working on New Years Day, but I’m starting at 5am! At least the store itself doesn’t open until 10am. Actually, I’m not sure it is Elf they’re watching. They were earlier. Don’t they know you’re supposed to be asleep when Santa Claus comes (wink)? I should probably end this soon. I want to get to bed before midnight. Maybe I’ll have this posted before Christmas Day is over. But even if I don’t, I still hope you all have a very festive season and never forget that the best gift of all are your friends and family. Love and cherish them with all of your heart, and be good to those less fortunate than you. Happy Christmas! 

Experiences, General, Reviews

Friendship is Magic – a series for everyone

I know it’s only been a month since my last post. But this couldn’t wait. There’s something I have to talk about and give recognition to. Because, honestly, it’s had a major influence on my life. About three weeks ago (October 12th, 2019), something truly eventful happened. One of the finest television shows of the modern-day came to an end after nearly ten years on the air: My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. Let me explain.

We’re all familiar with the famous toy-line, merchandise and other forms of pony-media over the decades. But never has there been a TV series based on My Little Pony that became a global phenomenon like Friendship is Magic did. I know it’s hard to believe, but this was a seriously great show. There were ideas and concepts explored in the episodes that other series would never dare to.

For example, there’s a character in the show called Scootaloo, a pegasus pony, who’s one of the three young fillies we follow. Now, despite this, many fans noticed she was never seen flying in the series. Well, it turns out, she can’t fly; she has a disability that prevents her from doing so. And some episodes do focus on her dealing with the grief that she never will. In another story, the six main characters – Twilight Sparkle, Rainbow Dash, Pinkie Pie, Rarity, Applejack and Fluttershy – all visit a village on the edge of their world. It seems to be a place where ponies live equally. But there’s something off about their wide grins and matching body marks. That’s because the village is a cult! And their leader actually captures the “mane six“, extracts part of their souls and tries conditioning them into forgetting their individuality. It is so dark and foreboding. Not something you’d expect to see in a show for little girls. But then, that’s the whole idea.

When Lauren Faust created this series, she didn’t want it to be another generic girls’ show. Instead, she aimed to make this the best TV series, period. Something the whole family could relate to and learn from. Hence why she placed heavy emphasis on world-building and character development. And you know what? It really paid off. The stories centre around real-world issues and morals; the characters all have fleshed-out personalities and life goals; the lessons are for adults as much as they are for kids. And, in my opinion, it has some of the greatest songs ever written, by the one man who could perfectly compose them. Seriously, if I were asked to hire someone to write songs for TV, this is who I would want: Daniel Ingrim. This guy is a creative genius. Not only has he penned more than 80 songs for My Little Pony, but they have the power to make you feel things you never thought possible. For example, Seasons 1-5 had an earth pony named Diamond Tiara; she was the typical bully character who nobody liked, and that’s all there was to her for a while. But then it’s revealed what her home life is like, and why she’s feels pressured into acting the way she does. And when we hear her sing Pony I Want To Be, we don’t just feel sorry for her, we feel ashamed for ever hating her because we didn’t know the full story.

But that’s one of this series’ strongest points; it’s never afraid to challenge its audience. True, it talks about basic things like kindness, honesty, generosity and loyalty. But it also teaches complex and mature subjects, too. These include racism, depression, civil war, stress, anxiety, disabilities, death, even gay relationships. That’s right; the last episode implies two sets of female ponies get married to each other. And nowhere does the series shine greater than its lessons about friendship.

We tend to forget just how important friends are to us. Sometimes we take them for granted because it seems easy or pointless making them. But this show reminds us how essential they are. Pretty much, if you had nothing else; no money, no home, no family; friendship could mean the difference between life and death. Plus, there are many different layers to it. Sure, you can make friends. But how exactly do you do that? And, are you making the right friends? Do you treat them all fairly? Can you respect their differences and communicate? What do you do if something in your life changes things? The lessons and benefits are endless, and this show never gets repetitive with how it teaches them. When it says “Friendship is Magic“, it’s not just a tagline; it’s a lesson in life everyone needs to know.

With so much going for it, it’s little wonder why the series gained universal appeal. Not just from little girls, but older girls, boys, teenagers, their parents. Even grown men and celebrities are obsessed with this show. Some of which provided their voice talents to it. These include Sia, Weird Al Yankovic, Lena Hall (who actually referenced the show during the 2014 Tony Awards), Emily Blunt, William Shatner. And their most-recurring guest star, John De Lancie as Discord. Yes, the man who played Q in the original Star Trek, also voices the Lord of Chaos, in My Little Pony.

However, what I love most about this series is that it listens to its fandom. Even before Season 1 ended, it was clear they were influencing the show’s writing and animation. Whether that was giving them stories they wanted or making pop-culture references. And they could get very diverse with these. How many little girls would know when a pony is referencing The Shining, or Metal Gear Solid or Game of Thrones?

But most touchingly of all, this show encourages viewers to create their own fan-content. And have that represented in the series. The prime example of this is Derpy Hooves. Originally a random background pony, people noticed she had cross-eyes during one frame of the first episode. This was an animation error. But people thought it was a lovely way to represent diversity. They then took this pony and made her the official mascot of their fandom. Hasbro soon took notice; and they started featuring Derpy more prominently in the show, along with a new design to include her cross-eyes. Even when they removed her from the series, due to controversy, fans campaigned so passionately (#SaveDerpy) that they brought her back. This then culminated in the show’s 100th episode, where she and other fandom ponies were the stars of a story – described as a “love letter” to them.

Putting it simply; its because of their fanbase that Friendship is Magic has lasted so long. It ended after its ninth season. But it’s legacy lives on through Equestria Girls, the upcoming “fifth generation” and the numerous fan-content creators it inspired. Criminally, though, there are still people who refuse to give this series a chance because it’s called My Little Pony. They’re so focused on what it used to be that they can’t accept this new show being different. Except it is. My Little Pony today isn’t the same My Little Pony made in the 80s or 90s.

If you’re still not convinced, take a look at me.

When I first heard boys and grown men were obsessed with Friendship is Magic, I couldn’t believe it. I’d seen how sissy My Little Pony used to be, and its writing was atrocious. These guys must’ve been crazy. But then I happened across the episode Lesson Zero. More specifically, Twilight Sparkle. Even if she wasn’t autistic, I noticed her traits and behaviours were similar to mine. In fact, all the characters had distinct personalities. Surely the show wasn’t this detailed? Plus, its quality was unlike anything I’d seen before – right down to the Flash-style animation. So one day, I decided to watch the first season out of curiosity. And I’ve never looked back since.

Truth be told; I was going through some hard times during my last year of college. Seeing what these ponies had to offer really helped me stay above high water. Plus, I can honestly say I’m a better person, thanks to this show. Whenever I see someone acting generous, I always think of Rarity. Whenever I’m tempted to lie, I remember Applejack’s honesty. And every time I’m stressed or trying too hard; I think I’m behaving like Twilight. But more importantly, I’ve realised how essential making friends is. And I’ve since made better efforts to communicate with people and form lasting relationships. I want everyone reading this to have that same opportunity. If you ever get the chance to watch Friendship is Magic, or just a few episodes, definitely watch as many as you can. Lauren Faust wanted to make this the best all-inclusive show of the modern-day, and that’s exactly what she did.

I hope you’ve all enjoyed this article. I know I talk about this series a lot, but it’s honestly that good. And I had to do something to commemorate the end of its final season. If you have any questions, please leave me a comment – I’ll be more than happy to answer them. And, until next time, stay tuned.

General, Into my Autistic Mind

Into My Autistic Mind on Holiday

Okay, I have about an hour to write this. I’m thinking of a manga I just read in the car, but we’re going out for dinner soon and I want to make sure I get this written and edited. Sorry for the pause. I’ve been taking a break from writing long articles after my anniversary special. I’m thinking of the ending to 101 Dalmatians – the animated Disney film. And now an old Pokémon card game you can play on the PC. And now a similar game that was released on the Game Boy Colour. Anyway, I’ve been holiday in gin – sorry – holidaying in Devon. I’ve been coming to this side of the country for years since I was young. I’m thinking of Peter Pan after writing that. I always remember being in a caravan by the seaside, with amusements and late night clubs where you could do karaoke, play mini-golf, play in the arcade and watch shows with costumed characters. I remember we always used to. To to – sorry, I’m having typo troubles. I always remember going to Haven the most. The one with Rory the Tiger. Pontins had a crocodile mascot – I forget its name. But the weirdest one I stayed at had a mascot called Fizzer and he had his own theme song that ended with you counting from 5 to 1. I’m starting to think of a scene from Best Gift Ever – a My Little Pony Christmas special. Right now I’m sitting – sorry, more typing issues. I’m sitting in a room that’s clearly meant for a very young boy. When they rented the holiday house there were five rooms and I got the one with the bunkbed. I’m not sharing the room with anyone, but I’m choosing to sleep on the bottom bunk. It’s strange, I write certain words and it makes me think of certain movies like Tom Hanks’ Big. I saw Toy Story 4 recently – the ending was something. And now I’m thinking of The Rugrats Go Wild and Snow Dogs. Anyway, as I was saying, the room I’m staying in is clearly meant for a young boy. It’s got blue sheets. There’s a blue bookshelf with Doctor Who books and several others that I’ve owned over the years myself. Including The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time and…hold on…Holes. I remember the movie with Shia Le- I can’t remember how you spell his last name. We did the book once during English in my secondary school. In the room there’s a wooden toy clock and a small toy box, but there’s also old time advertisements for seamen recruits and a shipwreck from 1798 and 1796, respectively. I’ve got an old Recess episode going through my head now. Several in fact. It’s been a good few days out here in Devon. And I’ve been able to forget my worries about work and just unwind a bit. Who knows when I’ll do something like this again? Especially as my family live so far apart now. Oh well. I don’t know why that’s made me think of a random line from a random Disney video I’d rather not mention. My portable charger is to the left. As is my phone and my Sword Art Online wallet. I love that anime. I’m went to Hyper Japan Fest again not so long ago. I didn’t offer quite as much as it usually does and I didn’t spend nearly as much money. But at least Scott and Paul, my friends, were both there this time. Have you ever seen the remake of It? There’s a deleted scene where Georgie actually avoids being killed by Pennywise and the latter thinks “oh (swear word)” – I’m trying to keep this blog family friendly. I just heard a banging. The downstairs toilet door hits the shower if you don’t close it properly. Also, the light constantly flickers. I haven’t been able to eat as healthily as I normally do because – my mind is focused on Monsters Inc. – because we’ve been eating out a lot and it’s common to eat things like chips and other fried food when you’re by the beach. That’s not to say I haven’t been trying to get my five-a-day. McDonalds made sure to remind kids of that with their old Yum-Chums alerts. Sorry, adverts. That’s put another movie in my head: Bruce Almighty. Only Jim Carrey can make a word like “eroding” sound entertaining. I’m just rubbing my hands as I think of what to say next. We’ve been to two places today. One was town where we walked along the harbour and then had lunch – I had a 1/4 pounder and chips. And then to a proper seaside where we walked along the shore and let our three dogs: Buster, Bertie and Harper run freely. There was a giant jellyfish in the sand at one point. Nobody wanted me to touch it, but I did…with my big toe…and I was fine. It’s only the tentacles that are dangerous, not the top parts – as Finding Nemo demonstrated. I just corrected a spelling mistake and now I’m hearing voices in the next room. Now I’m thinking of the Monsters Inc. PC game as I say that. Holidays are a nice way to unwind. I don’t think anything will beat the time I went to Florida for my grandparents’ 50th anniversary. That was the year I tried my first upside-down ride and enjoyed it. I then had the bravery to go on Dueling Dragons at Universal Islands of Adventure. Twice. I’m glad they kept that open while they were Renatinho – I don’t know what that word is my autocorrect just gave me – while they were renovating the new Harry Potter land. The two coasters stopped dueling after an incident where a loose item slipped out of someone’s pocket and caused another park guest to have his eye removed. Now the ride is gone completely and been replaced with a Hippogriff dark ride. Or so I’ve heard. I’ve been watching DefunctLand, Yesterworld and Expedition Theme Park on YouTube to learn the history of some theme parks, their rides and, occasionally, their closures. I’m now thinking of the end to Spy Kids 2…and 3…and 1…and the fourth film they released years later. Okay it looks like I’ve written enough. Have to make sure I’m ready to go out for pizza soon. Hope you enjoyed this edition of Into My Autistic Mind. 

Autism, Reviews

My Little Pony: Rock Solid Autism (Part 2)

(Continued from Part 1: https://georgeharvey2015.wordpress.com/2019/02/01/my-little-pony-rock-solid-autism-part-1/)

Spying on Maud and Starlight’s kite-flying, Pinkie worries the two of them aren’t bonding quickly enough. And that Maud could still choose to live in Ghastly Gorge rather than Ponyville. She decides to intervene. Under the pretence of delivering a pizza, she asks them how things are going and suggests now might be a good time to start talking about each other’s feelings. This makes Maud and Starlight rather uncomfortable, as Maud isn’t good with feelings and Starlight worries it could bring up her evil past again.

Being Aspergic myself, I’ve often dealt with this scenario. People ask me how I’m feeling in everyday situations, like just after work or meeting with friends. Sometimes I don’t really know how I feel. I’m just the same relaxed way I always am, with little to no change. Even when my mood is different, there has to be something significant to it. Or I feel it’s not worth mentioning. For example, maybe my day was eventful because I discovered a fake £20 note. Or a new colleague started at work that afternoon. If it were just a regular day, I’d describe it as one. Even so, people still expect me to give long, detailed answers every time. Which is why I often say things like “I’m good” or “fine” to end the conversation. It might seem rude or unengaging, but it’s because I genuinely have nothing more to say on the subject – and I don’t want to be pushed into giving details that aren’t there. In this case, Pinkie is pressuring Maud and Starlight to become closer friends when they’re only just starting to know each other.

In a cunning move, Maud finds a way to ditch her sister so she and Starlight can spend more time alone together. She then takes Starlight to the Ponyville gem cave, where she explains why she finds rocks so fascinating. Each one has its own unique story to tell if you look closely enough. For instance, the line-markings on her pet rock, Boulder, tells Maud he’s over 2000-years-old. Another reason she likes rocks is “they don’t exclude you if you’re…different, from other ponies.

Exclusion is a serious matter for people with Autism. It can affect their self-esteem and how they choose to interact with others. It can also harm their self-confidence. As I mentioned before (Part 1), Maud is one of the few ponies the Mane 6 couldn’t make friends with initially. They didn’t exclude her from their activities, but they also couldn’t work around her limited interests. Her obsession with rocks just wasn’t something they were used to dealing with. Other ponies have likely felt the same way, but worse; not wanting to get involved with Maud because they can’t grasp her unusual personality. It’s a setback she’s probably faced for years.

However, it’s not always other people’s fault. I’ll admit, when I was younger, I may have put up social barriers myself. When I first learned I had Autism, I started feeling a lot more self-conscious – like there was something about me that alienated me from other people. I would often sit by myself, watching others socialise and think about joining in with them. However, I never did so in the end. Because I was worried they wouldn’t be interested in what I had to say. Fear of rejection might be why Maud has never tried making friends before now.

Fortunately, Starlight isn’t the sort of pony to turn a blind-eye so quickly. After hearing what Maud has to say about rocks, she sees they’re “beautiful and strong, but they don’t judge you or make you feel less than in any way.” Rocks are a nice hobby to have if you don’t want anyone dwelling on your past. It’s at this point she says, “I think I’m starting to like rocks, too.” And then something incredible happens: Maud smiles!

Now, I’m not saying Autistic people never smile – that would be unfair. And this isn’t even the first time Maud has smiled onscreen. However, you need to understand how significant something like this is for her. Keep in mind, Maud rarely shows any emotion. Even when talking about her interests, she maintains a neutral expression and talks as if they’re no big deal. For her to show happiness so openly, it almost feels out of character for her. So whenever she does smile, you know you’ve done something special. And this is a special moment. Not only has she found somepony to share her love of rocks with (outside her family), but she also likes Starlight’s kite-flying hobby, and Starlight likes her for not judging who she used to be. For the first time since Pinkie suggested it, Maud believes a friendship with this pony could actually work out.

As they continue exploring the cave, Starlight finds a wall made of hallow granite. Breaking through it, they make an impressive discovery: a vast underground cavern, full of crystals, with a large waterfall and stream running through it. Maud admits she’s never seen anything like it – which is “highly unusual, for [her].” It’s definitely a sight to behold. But then Pinkie shows up. She satirises the moment by taking a picture and saying how she can’t wait for the two of them to be “old, and eating pistachios together, and telling their grand-foals about this.

Again, Pinkie is overstepping her boundaries here. She doesn’t realise Maud and Starlight are bonding organically, and they don’t need her trying to speed up the process. In fact; Pinkie is so desperate that she sets off an explosion in the cave, trapping them all inside. She hopes it will give them time to bond. But Maud uses Boulder to break through the sandstone ceiling. Starlight is so impressed that she even compliments Boulder on his actions as though he’s alive – showing how much she understands Maud’s mindset towards him.

Free from the cave, Pinkie tries to keep an eye on Maud and Starlight again. But Starlight finds another way to ditch her, which makes Maud smile – thus making her the first pony to achieve this feat twice in one episode.

Later on, as Maud and Pinkie are going to bed, Pinkie says she’ll be there every step of the way to help make Starlight Maud’s new best friend. She’s even made plans for the next 17 days! However, it’s clear that Maud is becoming frustrated with Pinkie’s actions. She can’t bond with Starlight properly because her sister keeps interfering. And it’s starting to feel like she’s doing this because she has to, not because she wants to. Unfortunately, Maud struggles to tell her sister this because she’s not good with words. And with Pinkie too overexcited to listen anyway, she eventually just gives up.

This is another familiar scenario for me. Sometimes I do want to make conversation with people. But getting my words out can be a challenge. Everybody is so focused on talking to each other that they don’t always notice when I’m trying to speak. And chances to make myself heard (e.g. pauses in speech) are few and far between. I suppose it often comes down to people’s expectations of me. Since they know I don’t talk much anyway, they just assume I won’t have anything to say throughout. But that’s not necessarily true. I might want to comment on something, but it’s tricky getting my words in edgewise. As Maud does with Pinkie.

Maud’s other problem is finding the right way to express herself. She wants to tell Pinkie she needs to stop helping so much, but she’s isn’t much of a talker. As such, she can’t find the words or tone of voice to make her understand. In recent years, I’ve noticed something similar with my own speech. Whenever I try explaining things without thinking, my thoughts often get jumbled up in my head. I start tripping over my words, repeating myself or even stopping and starting over again – which is really embarrassing. The same can be said for my writing skills. For years, I just wanted to get things done as quickly as possible. But because I never structured my paragraphs, ideas would continuously change, and I’d spend more time editing my pieces than actually finishing them. Consequently, they’d take me forever to complete and they rarely turned out how I wanted.

For Autistic people, getting their points across can sometimes take planning and pre-thought. Which is why they often prefer writing down their feelings as opposed to speaking them. So that’s what Maud does. The next morning she leaves Pinkie a goodbye note, thanking her for her efforts. Not wanting to hurt her feelings, though, she doesn’t mention the trouble her sister caused. Instead, she claims her decision needs to be rock-based, and that she probably won’t have time for friends. Which is crushing to hear, as we know how much she really wants to be friends with Starlight. With her note delivered, Maud departs for Ghastly Gorge.

Distraught over her sister leaving, Pinkie goes to Starlight to tell her what’s happened. Interestingly, she takes the news better than her – almost as if she were expecting Maud to make this decision based on what would be most comfortable for her. Pinkie then asks why the two of them couldn’t just be friends, causing Starlight to realise how ignorant she is. She tells Pinkie she does like Maud. “She’s weird [but] in a good way. She sees the world in a totally different way than any pony [she’s] ever met. She accepts her for who [she is], she taught [her] that a rock is never just a rock, and she can make anything funny.” They never had to say it, but they “got” each other. Pinkie was just getting in the way too much.

Everything Starlight says here is right on the money. Particularly the part about Maud seeing the world differently. What many people mistake for strangeness in Autistic people is actually their habit of noticing what others tend not to. It might seem trivial to focus on things like the markings on a rock. Yet it’s this attention to detail that makes Autistic people such experts in unique fields. Without Satoshi Tariji’s love of bug-collecting as a boy, Pokemon would never have existed. If Einstien hadn’t been obsessed with numbers, he wouldn’t have become a famous scientist. And if Maud weren’t so fascinated by rocks and their properties, she wouldn’t have become a professor. Just because something seems irrelevant, doesn’t mean expertise on it won’t be considered valuable one day.

Realising her mistakes, Pinkie goes to Ghastly Gorge to find her sister. She arrives just in time to save Maud from being eaten by a Giant Mountain Eel – yes, this world has those. A fact Maud is almost oblivious to, as she’s autistically distracted by an emerald jasper.

As they escape, Maud claims Pinkie “didn’t need to come. [She’s] having a great time on her own [and] even made a new friend.” This, however, is a flat-out lie. Before Pinkie showed up, Maud was miserably gathering rock samples with only Boulder around for company. Although she was doing what she loved, the isolation was clearly getting to her and making her depressed. It just goes to show no matter what you strive for in life, it’s important to have somebody to share it with. Otherwise, it can all feel meaningless.

Maud continues by saying she “[doesn’t] belong in Ponyville. It only proves [she’s] better off all by herself, like she always has been.” But Pinkie tells her not to think like that. Everything was her fault. She forced Maud into making friends her way, but her way isn’t Maud’s way. She didn’t even realise what her sister was going through.

This might be the most important lesson to take from this episode. I said before (in Part 1) that Pinkie wanted Maud to live near her so they could spend more time together. But also so she could look after her. Pinkie cares very deeply for Maud and understands her condition better than any pony. However, she thought her Autism would prevent her from making friends on her own or living independently. Hence why she tried taking charge of the process and putting extra work into it. However, this only succeeded in stressing Maud out. There’s nothing wrong with wanting to help somebody. As long as you support them in a way that’s comfortable for them.

I know just how Maud feels. Back when I was looking for a new job, I would be asked on a daily basis what positions I’d applied for. Or what I’d done to improve my CV. It got to the point where I felt like I was being pressured to devote all my spare time to this task, which made me hate it even more. I actually started hating the people who were asking me, too. They didn’t understand I needed to go at my own pace. That way, I could feel I was doing this for my own sake – not their’s.

Pinkie shamefully admits she underestimated Maud and didn’t take her feelings into account. Maud understands she did it out of love. And after reconciling, she agrees to give Ponyville another chance. With Pinkie promising to give her some space.

Back in Ponyville, Maud is seen flying a homemade kite alongside Starlight – the latter’s hobby having rubbed off on her. They’ve officially decided to become friends, but agree they don’t have to talk about feelings if they don’t want to. Maud then shows Starlight her new home: the carven they discovered, with added furnishing. Pinkie appears one more time to say how happy she is that Maud has moved to Ponyville. But then she swiftly exits, remembering her promise.

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And that was Rock Solid Friendship. Quite possibly one of the best-written stories Hasbro has produced. There was just so much this episode got right about Autism; Maud’s unusual interests, her difficulty speaking, her struggles with independence, her insensitivity, her literal way of thinking, her imagination, her desire to make friends, feeling pressured, wanting to be understood, getting distracted, and so much more. Add in the relatable situations, and Pinkie less-than-helpful actions, and it paints a clear picture of what life with Autism can feel like.

The best part is, Maud’s journey didn’t end with this episode. Towards the conclusion of Season 7 (Uncommon Bond), we were given an update on her relationship with Starlight. Although they still don’t talk about anything personal, they’re happy being in each other’s company. And Maud is well-acquainted with Starlight’s other friends, Sunburst and Trixie. So, all in all, their friendship has remained healthy. Also, Maud continues moving forward in life. In Season 8 (Maud Couple), it’s revealed she actually has a boyfriend: Mud Briar. He’s just as Autistic as she is and they share much in common. He’s a very literal pony, has specific interests, rarely shows any emotion, and even has a pet stick (Twiggy) – just as Maud has Boulder. His personality can be a bit annoying at times, especially when he’s always saying “technically” and correcting others. But it’s clear he and Maud are perfect for each other. Plus, he makes her smile more than any other pony in the series.

In conclusion, Rock Solid Friendship is another example of why this series is so beloved. My Little Pony still has a stigma against it, given how girly it used to be. But if people took the time to watch Friendship is Magic, they’d realise how far the brand has evolved and why its fanbase extends across all ages and genders. If you’re looking for a piece of media that perfectly represents Autism and the people involved with it, then this is definitely for you. Rock Solid Friendship will inspire those who have the condition and enlighten those who wish to learn from it.

And that’s all I have to say for this review. I’m glad I posted it when I did. Because in less than a week, the final season of Friendship is Magic will begin (April 6th, 2019). It’s sad to see the show end. But its legacy will live on through the lessons it’s taught and the people who’ve been inspired by them.

If you have any questions, then please leave me a comment – I’ll be more than happy to answer them. And if you enjoyed this review, please check out the episode itself, and join me for the end of an era this year. Until next time, stay tuned.

(Image courtesy of: http://www.mylittlepony.it/2017/05/05/rock-solid-friendship-commenti-dal-blog/)

Autism, Reviews

My Little Pony: Rock Solid Autism (Part 1)

Hello everybody, this is George Harvey (aka The Autistic Blogger). And today, I have another review for you discussing Autism in the media. For this one, I decided to go back and write something of a follow-up to a piece I made quite some time ago – one I’m sure many of you are familiar with.

Back in October 2016, I wrote a piece on the My Little Pony episode Lesson Zero (2011). In that review, I discussed how the main character, Twilight Sparkle, seemed to exhibit Autistic behaviour throughout the story. Her organisation skills, perfectionist mindset, and attention to detail were all common traits of Autism. Plus, the way she got stressed over a deadline was very similar to how I felt during my last year of University. Out of all the Mane 6 characters (Twilight, Rainbow Dash, Pinkie Pie, Applejack, Rarity and Fluttershy), she’s the one I relate to the most. For the record, I didn’t think Twilight really was Autistic. She did have obsessions and social problems in the beginning, but they gradually faded as the series progressed. What was clear to me, however, was the episode’s writer did have experience with Autism and wanted to exemplify that in her script. And it paid off, too. Not only was this the first episode of Friendship is Magic I ever saw, but it was a testament to how the show could appeal to all audiences – not just young girls – and teach them about disabilities, relationships and other mature themes.

Since the review was posted, the reaction to it has been overwhelmingly positive. Both parts have been viewed almost 500 times combined, making it my most successful piece to date. Even my Lily Alone review has been surpassed – which I consider to be my magnum opus. Given these statistics and the fact that Friendship is Magic will be ending soon, I decided it was the perfect time to talk about another of its defining episodes. This one is called Rock Solid Friendship (Season 7 episode 4).

Before I begin, it’s worth giving you some background on the character of focus: Maudelina Daisy Pie. Or Maud, for short. Introduced in Season 4, Maud is the older sister of Pinkie Pie; the overzealous party pony, who’s constantly defying the laws of physics. Despite this, however, Maud is the opposite of her sibling in every way possible. Pinkie is lively, eccentric and bursting with colour. Whereas Maud is slow, plain and mostly grey. Pinkie has many interests and hobbies. But Maud only has one passion in life: rocks. She was born on a rock farm, she studies rocks and their properties, she eats rocks, writes poetry about rocks, and even has a pet rock named Boulder. Basically; if it’s not rocks, she’s not interested.

On top of that, Pinkie expresses herself in the most exuberant ways. While Maud rarely shows any emotion. She always wears a neutral expression and speaks in such a monotoned voice that it’s impossible to tell whether she’s happy or bored – even when talking about her interests.

Now, on paper, Maud may sound like an incredibly dull character. Especially compared to some of the more diverse ponies in the series. But strangely enough, it’s her dry personality that makes her so popular. Even if she wasn’t the most relatable pony, we still wanted to know more about her. Why was she so fascinated by rocks? What gave her such a unique outlook on life? What did Pinkie see in her that made her so lovable? These were all answers we wanted to know. And Hasbro delivered.

Since her debut, Maud has appeared in every season of the show thereafter. Evolving from a one-off character to a mainstay of the series. Her popularity has grown thanks to her simple demeanour, considerate nature, and surprising ability to make us laugh. She’s no stand-up comedian, but the way she delivers some absurd lines with little to no emotion – e.g. “I didn’t get a Rocktorate because I can shred on guitar like nopony else” – is so outlandish, that it sounds funny without her even trying. Not bad for a pony who never laughs herself.

So Maud has earned quite the lovable reputation. In fact, she’s often viewed in the same light as other fandom-grown ponies, like Trixie, DJ Pon-3 and Muffins (aka Derpy Hooves). But why am I so fixated with her and not one of those characters? Well, it’s all to do with her presentation. You see, the more she’s appeared, the more I’ve noticed something familiar about her behaviours, i.e. the way she reacts in social situations. Unlike with Twilight, though, these have remained consistent with her character and gradually developed over time. It seemed as though everything was pointing in one direction. And after watching Rock Solid Friendship, there was no longer any doubt in my mind. Maud was Autistic! She’s one of the first animated characters to be portrayed with Aspergers Syndrome. How do I know? Well, although it’s never been officially confirmed by Hasbro, many would agree it’s the best explanation for her personality. And nowhere is this more evident than in Rock Solid Friendship. So today, I’m going to break down the episode and show you exactly how well My Little Pony represents a character on the spectrum.

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The episode begins with a graduation ceremony. Maud is receiving a Rocktorate, which makes her an official professor in the study of rocks. What’s interesting to note is that she’s the only pony receiving this degree, which shows just how isolating her passion for rocks really is. Believe me, I know.

Some of my Autistic interests include wrestling, anime, games, trading cards, Pokémon, Doctor Who, and a TV series about magical talking ponies. These are all things I really enjoy, but I’m also aware of how obscure they are. Compared to people who like things such as football, cars and celebrity gossip, there are very few who share my level of passion for the things I do. Because of this, it’s often difficult for me to socialise. If people can’t get into my interests, then I can’t get into theirs’ and then we have very little to talk about. The same can be said for Maud. She’s an expert on rocks but has no pony to share it with.

Another thing worth mentioning is Maud’s incredibly short acceptance speech: “I’m Maud. Hi. Thank you.” This could be a reference to how Autistic people sometimes find it difficult speaking in public. I’ve personally never had a problem with it, but finding the right words to express yourself can be challenging if you have multiple ways of doing it. So Maud keeps everything simple and to the point.

Following the opening credits, we find out Maud could be moving to Ponyville since she has nothing left to study back on the rock farm. Pinkie is overjoyed her sister might live in her hometown. But Maud says she’s also considering Ghastly Gorge, as it has many exotic rocks for her to study. With this in mind; Pinkie decides to show her around town, hoping to convince her that Ponyville is the better option.

Now, there are two ways of looking at Pinkie here. On the one hand, she is acting a bit selfishly. All she’s thinking of Maud is living near her, despite the fact it could prevent her from using her Rocktorate. But at the same time, it’s understandable why she’d want this so much. In previous episodes, it’s been shown that Pinkie left home long before her sister did. And Maud wasn’t always there when she visited, because she was off earning her dissertation. Being separated for so long, it’s only natural she wants to make up for lost time.

Additionally, it could be Pinkie wants to look after Maud. We’ve seen before she’s the only pony who understands her Autism. And she knows moving out could be an overwhelming experience. So she wants to support her sister through it. More on this later (Part 2).

Pinkie’s efforts to convince Maud don’t go so well at first. To begin with, she shows her the Ponyville gem cave – hoping to amaze her with some rare stones. Unfortunately, Maud points out all the gems are actually quite common – not something worth getting fussed over. Pinkie then shows her Twilight’s castle, which is made entirely out of crystal. But Maud still isn’t impressed. Lots of structures are made from rocks and they “literally just saw hundreds of them in the gem cave.” Then Pinkie gets really desperate by pretending some sting bush seed pods, a tortoise named Tank, and a pony named Lyra, are all rocks she’s never seen before. Maud doesn’t even bother playing along. And why would she?

That’s another thing about Maud; she takes everything she hears very literally. It’s not that she doesn’t have any imagination – Boulder is proof of that – but whenever someone uses a figure of speech or says something slightly incorrect, she can’t help but correct them, or reply as if they’ve said something serious. For example, when she first met Rarity, the latter asked her, “What is the delightful frock you’re wearing now, saying?” To which Maud replied, “It doesn’t talk, it’s a dress.” On that note, Maud can also be a little insensitive sometimes. She doesn’t consider how her words might affect those listening. For instance, when she said the gems in the cave were actually common, she did so in front Rarity, who often uses them in her dress designs. Hearing this reduces her to tears, and Maud even doesn’t notice. It’s the same with me. Sometimes people say it’s quarter-to-two (1:45) when it’s actually 1:47. I’m tempted to say it’s thirteen-to, but I know pointing out this small technicality would seem rude. So I resist the urge.

Anyway, back onto the story.

Pinkie begins to lose hope of convincing Maud to live in Ponyville. But then her sister reveals it’s not just rocks that are influencing her decision. She admits that while she is passionate about exotics rocks, it bothers her she’s always had to study them alone. She could handle some less interesting ones if it means she had somepony to talk to besides Boulder. In other words, she really wants a friend. Hearing this, Pinkie is keen to help her find somepony. But there’s a catch: Maud’s problem isn’t finding somepony she likes, but somepony who “gets” her. Pinkie doesn’t count because she’s already used to her personality.

This was the scene that convinced me Maud was Autistic. As I’ve said before, Autism and isolation often go hand in hand – through no fault of the person affected. The trouble is people having the wrong impressions sometimes. A common misconception is that we don’t like talking to people and we’re perfectly happy being in our own company. This isn’t true. While I do enjoy moments of solitude to focus on my writing, nobody wants to be lonely all the time. Autistic people want the same as everyone else does; a life we can be proud of and friends we can rely on. The issue is working through some additional social barriers, like the clash of interests mentioned above. We’ve actually seen Maud go through this personally.

In her very first episode, Maud was introduced to the Mane 6 by Pinkie. She spent some time with each of them, doing activities they each enjoyed; designing with Rarity, nature-walking with Fluttershy, reading with Twilight, making cider with Applejack and competing against Rainbow Dash. Unfortunately, none were Maud’s cup of tea. And because they couldn’t grasp her unusual personality, she was one of the few ponies they couldn’t form a bond with. Even by the end of the story, when they were much better aquatinted, you couldn’t really say they’d become friends.

In spite of Maud’s social problems, Pinkie tells her not to worry. Because there’s nothing wrong with who she is. Also, when it comes to making friends, you never know who you might run into. Enter Starlight Glimmer…

Oh yeah, Starlight. I should probably tell you about this character, too. Originally introduced as a villain in Season 5, Starlight was an evil dictator, who ran a cult-like village, where ponies had to give up their special talents and conform to equality. She even tried forcefully conditioning the Mane 6, as well. After being thwarted twice, however, she saw the error of her ways and became Twilight’s personal friendship student. Since then, she’s played a very prominent role in the series – often to the point where fans consider her the 7th “Mane” pony of the show. She’s even had her fair share of saving Equestria from time to time. What made Starlight so different was her unique background as a former villain. At this point, she was troubled by her past and keen to move on from it. But it kept getting brought up, making her uneasy. Even so, it was essential in building her character. With her past experiences, she was able to relate to others in ways the Mane 6 never could; understanding their corrupted mindsets and giving them a chance to learn what she did. This made the most empathetic pony in the whole series, and even lead to her becoming a guidance counsellor in Season 8.

Anyway…

After bumping into Maud, Starlight seems to recognise her. It turns out, they actually met each other once before. While travelling Equestria for her Rocktorate, Maud encountered Starlight when the latter was a villain. She then directed her to a magical stone, which ultimately allowed her to enslave her village. Freaked out by this revelation, Pinkie demands that Maud “tell no pony.” But Maud nonchalantly replies “it’s not like she’s enslaved anypony lately.

Realising there’s a small connection between Starlight and her sister; Pinkie encourages them to spend time together, hoping something will blossom from it. Again, she is genuinely trying to help her sister here. But it’s obvious Pinkie is doing this more so Maud will choose Ponyville.

While running errands together, Maud and Starlight discuss some of their interests. Aside from rocks, Maud also likes minerals, plate tectonics, and stand-up comedy. It’s here that Starlight reveals she has her own unusual hobby: she likes kites. Upon hearing this, Maud simply looks at her in silence for a few seconds, before saying, “kites are cool.

This might be the best-executed moment in the whole episode for me. It’s very brief, but it’s the perfect response from somebody with Autism. You can tell Maud doesn’t really mean it when she says “kites are cool” – there’s no passion in her voice. And that’s understandable. Kites aren’t something she’s particularly interested in. Nor is it something she knows much about. She’s not sure how to react to Starlight’s love for them. She spends a moment trying to think of a good follow-up sentence, but can’t quite manage it. So she just says the simplest, most polite thing she can think of.

Now, usually, this sort of response would end a conversation. It’s happened where I’ve said something this bluntly, and people have changed the subject because they knew I wasn’t getting into it. Fortunately for Maud, Starlight actually takes her response as an opportunity.

Sometime later, we see Starlight flying a homemade kite next to Maud. She then explains how to craft a perfect SLK (single-line-kite), clearly enthusiastic to be sharing her knowledge. Maud seems intrigued by how much goes into something as simple as a kite. Just like how much goes into something a simple as a rock. She admits “they’re starting to grow on [her],” thus making this her first new interest in years.

How will things play out in the rest of the story? You’ll have to wait and see.

(Continued in Part 2: https://georgeharvey2015.wordpress.com/2019/04/01/my-little-pony-rock-solid-autism-part-2/)

 

If you have any questions, please leave me a comment – I’ll be more than happy to answer them. And, until next time, stay tuned.

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Autism, Reviews

Are You Autistic? Review (3rd Anniversary Special)

Hello everybody, this is George Harvey (aka the Autistic Blogger), and today is the 3-Year Anniversary of my blog. I never imagined I’d still be doing this after all that time. So before I begin, I’d just like to say a massive thank you to everyone who continues reading my posts. Currently, my site has been viewed over 4000 times by people in more than 70 different countries. If you’re a regularly reader, or just happen across my pieces by chance, then I still appreciate every single one of you. You’re the reason I keep pushing myself to create meaningful content.
Anyway, for this anniversary, I decided to focus on something a little bit different. It’s not something long or well-known, like my Life, Animated review. It’s actually something most of you won’t have heard about. It’s a documentary which aired in the UK just over two months ago, called Are You Autistic? Why this my may ask. Well, it’s for two reasons. First of all, it contains a very powerful message about diagnosis, which I think it’s a shame most people will never get to experience personally. And second, I had a small hand in this programme’s creation. Let me explain.
For those of you who don’t know, I used to be a Youth Patron for Ambitious about Autism. During my time there, I was fortunate enough to take part in many of their life-changing projects. These included the Employ Autism campaign, where I gave presentations to local MPs, and Know Your Normal where I took part in panel discussions. I also had the opportunity to contribute my writing skills, and attend several meetings that would ultimately shape the UK into a more Autism-friendly community. During one such meeting, we met with the commissioning editor of Channel 4. At the time, she was planning a documentary called How Autistic are You?, which would’ve gathered information on Autistic traits, and expressed how many people are being left undiagnosed. However, Ambitious was concerned with some of her creative decisions. Not only did the title wrongly suggest that every person had some form of Autism, but we felt the surveys would’ve produced insufficient results had they used their intended questions. For the good of those on the spectrum, we agreed that certain changes needed to be made. Changes which Channel 4 graciously accepted. I, unfortunately, wasn’t able to contribute much beyond this meeting, but with the passion and hard work of my fellow Youth Patrons they turned the documentary into what I’m about to review. Is it something worth remembering? Let’s find out.

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As a whole, Are you Autistic? has two primary goals: to explain the effects of Autism to those unfamiliar with it; and to follow the journey of two grown adults, who believe they have the condition, but were never diagnosed. It starts off by giving us some general information about Autism itself, i.e. how it’s one of the world’s least understood conditions and that “cases are at an all-time high in the UK.” It also presents a brief history of its representation. For example, the (1988) film Rain Man was the first to feature an Autistic character. Back then, the condition was thought to be rare, but now an estimated 700,000 people are said to have it in the UK alone. Plus, we now know it’s a mixture of different traits, not just one specifically. Straight away we can tell this documentary isn’t beating around the bush. It lets us know just what the subject is and how it’s going to be examined. Not to mention why our knowledge of it is paramount. I also give it praise for referencing such modern Autistic characters as Sheldon Cooper (The Big Bang Theory), so even the most casual of viewers will be drawn in by its content. In fact, they could’ve gone one better by mentioning further examples; Jason Haynes from BBC’s Holby City, Maud Pie from the My Little Pony franchise, and Billy Cranston – the first Autistic superhero – from Power Rangers (2017).
Of course, information is worth nothing without the right hosts. And Channel 4 made some brilliant choices here. Taking centre stage are Georgia Harper and Sam Ahern – two Patrons I’ve had the greatest pleasure working with in the past. Being openly Autistic themselves, they assure viewers that they’re experts on the condition and display great confidence in their delivery. Even when things get technical, they incorporate visual diagrams and comments from other Patrons to help keep everything clear. A big hats-off to Jack Whitfield, Jack Welch, Sadie Jaffey, Ollie Marchant and Georgia Ellin for their contributions.
However, the documentary knows it’s also important to have somebody general audiences can relate to, which is why there’s a third host: “the lovely, but non-Autistic” Anna Richardson. Her role is to ask the questions that most people want the answers to, so they can fully grasp what it means to be Autistic. Through experts like Professor Liz Pellicano (UCL) and Francesca Happe (King’s College), she learns some truly enlightening points. Autism is “not an illness.” Autism is a “neurological condition” made up of various traits since birth. It doesn’t mean the person is “faulty, or damaged or broken in any way”, it just means their brain is “wired differently.” For anyone new to Autism this would be reassuring information. It clarifies how people on the spectrum are not so different from those who aren’t. You merely have to understand their mindsets, like the different parts of a machine. Sometimes it’s the simplest metaphors that are most effective.
Then we come to the heart of this programme: the lost generation. As our knowledge of Autism grows, so too does the way we define it. As a result, more and more people are found to have the condition – with a large percentage of them being adults. Worse still, there could be thousands left unidentified, given the major diagnosis crisis we have in the UK. You see, getting a diagnosis isn’t as simple as getting a check-up. Collecting the relevant data can be a long and arduous process. Realistically, it shouldn’t take more than three months. But recent studies have shown the actual waiting time can be as long as two years. Consequently, these people are not receiving the support they need quickly enough. Fortunately, significant changes are being made to speed up the process.
Between segments on social masking, early learning and women with Autism – which are highlights all their own – Anna joins 38-year-old musician, JP, and mother of three, Jo, who both think they’re part of the lost generation. Rather than spend two years on a waiting list, however, they’ve agreed to take part in a brand new in-depth study. Headed by leading scientists, they’re both put through a series of tests which focus on three main areas: social interaction, senses and organisation. As expressed by Sam and Georgia; “you can’t be a little bit Autistic.” You need to show symptoms in all three areas to be considered for diagnosis.
First, there’s social interaction. People on the spectrum tend to avoid conversations because specific topics don’t interest them or they feel awkward pretending to – Jo has experienced this numerous times in the company of friends. Also, their minds prefer sorting things into black and white areas, so anything like sarcasm, white lies or irony can be difficult to process. For the test, JP and Jo watch two actors performing scenes with mixed emotions. Then they’re asked why those actors said certain things, and what they’d do next in their situation. These are called Strange Story tests. Having taken them myself, they’re a surefire way of telling if someone can pick up on others’ feelings. For JP and Jo, their answers are straight-forward, un-sugar-coated, and show little reading into the actors’ minds.
The next area is senses. People with Autism are said to have heightened senses – which means they take in more than the average person. Everyday things like bright lights, loud noises and strong smells can be so overwhelming that it causes them stress, anxiety or even physical pain (sensory overload). To put it simply, it’s like “being tuned into 40 different TV channels all at once.” JP and Jo have experienced these symptoms too. JP has strengthened hearing, which allows him to hear buzzing electricity. And Jo has trouble with bright lights. However, this isn’t necessarily a bad thing. Doctor Anna Remington (UCL) explains that heightened senses can offer people an advantage if they focus them on a single task, e.g. picking out specific sounds from a range of similar ones. All brains are made to process information. But Autistic ones have a much larger capacity.
Then there’s the final area, organisation. 90% of all British people follow the same routine every day. As such, they have very strict timetables and don’t appreciate having to make unexpected changes to them. For their last test, JP and Jo are asked to prepare lunch for five different customers in ten minutes. However, one order gets changed part-way through, and they have to amend it. The results are the same both times: JP and Jo are thrown off by the sudden changes and barely complete the task – JP actually fails altogether. This outcome is common for people with Autism. Once their minds are set on a job, it can be difficult for them to stop and start again on something new. Their initial momentum is gone, and they almost never get back into the right frame of mind. Preparation, multi-tasking and flexibility are all challenges for them.
With the tests now complete, it’s clear both JP and Jo have Autistic traits. But this doesn’t confirm whether they’re on the spectrum. Many people can have these traits without being Autistic, while others misinterpret the signs. A common mistake is confusing Autism for shyness. Francesca Happe explains the difference to Anna Richardson. Shyness is worrying about how others perceive you (social anxiety); Autism is not regarding what others think or feel in general. People with Autism do want to talk and have friends, but figuring out how can be difficult.
The only way for JP and Jo to get an official answer is to get a diagnosis. Fortunately, they don’t have to wait very long. Soon after the tests, they’re both invited to Cambridge University to meet Professor Simon Baron-Cohen, a leading world expert in Autism. While there, they speak to him about other experiences they’ve had so he can officially diagnose them. It’s interesting to hear what they have to say. Jo left college early because she felt intimidated by how big and unstructured it was. Also, she prefers being by herself since she doesn’t have to play roles in front of other people. JP has had social problems, too. In secondary school, he wanted to interact with the other students. But the more he tried, the more he came off as desperate. Plus, rejections took so long to recover from that he eventually decided it wasn’t worth the effort. By this point, I was thoroughly convinced that both JP and Jo were on the spectrum. I’ve personally been through all these experiences myself, and I think most of the Patrons at Ambitious have as well – the only difference is none of us dropped out of college due to stress. This documentary has done a brilliant job of building character. And the payoff is just as grand. By the end of the meeting, it’s officially confirmed that both JP and Jo are, indeed, Autistic.
However, the documentary itself doesn’t end there. Sam and Georgia sit down with the NAS’s Tim Nickels – the man behind the report on slow diagnosis. He explains how not getting support early can lead to strains within families and cause many younger children to wait longer for a diagnosis. On top of that, Autism is one of the most costly conditions in the UK; at around £32 Billion, the government spends more on it than heart disease, high blood pressure or even cancer. If changes were made to the diagnosis procedures, it would save more people and money.
Fortunately, bigger steps are being taken than ever before. In addition to diagnosing JP and Jo, Professor Baron-Cohen started the largest online study for Autism in 2018. By completing four short questionnaires, 750,000 people helped capture the way Autistic traits are spread across the UK. Of those who weren’t diagnosed, 87,000 of them scored above the cut off – meaning they were more than likely Autistic – with 47,000 of them being women. Professor Baron-Cohen hopes that by taking these surveys more undiagnosed people will find the answers they’ve been seeking and live happier, stronger lives.
With the future looking bright, Sam and Georgia finish the programme with some meaningful words. “Autistic people aren’t broken or weird or anything to be scared of; we’re just ordinary people, but our brains are wired very differently, that’s all.” Autistic people can be any age, sex or colour. And you could be one of them. It’s not too late to find out. And even if you are, it’s not the end of the world. Join the club.
In conclusion, Are You Autistic? perfectly encompasses Channel 4’s “changing perspectives” tagline. Not only does it explain every aspect of Autism, but it does so in a way that’s appealing to all audiences. With mainstream references and hosts of different ages and experience, there’s something relatable for everyone. Additionally, knowing how much influence Ambitious had on the final product makes me wish I’d contributed more to it than I did. That being said, no programme is flawless. For instance, although Autism is a worldwide issue, the documentary only focuses on the statistics relevant to Great Britain. Also, the condition’s effects aren’t shown to us as much as they’re talked about. However, I might’ve had something to do with that. You see, during our meeting with the editor, I expressed how programmes needed to be careful when presenting people on the spectrum. There was a scene in Channel 4’s The Undateables that did it poorly once, and it felt like a stab to the chest. It could be they decided to avoid anything sensitive and focus more on providing helpful information. Either way, I’m proud of how this documentary turned out, and it makes me glad I was a part of Ambitious. If anything, it gives me hope for the future of those yet to be diagnosed.

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And that’s all I’ve got to say for this review. Once again, I’d like to thank everyone who continues reading my posts and I hope to bring you even more great content in the future. If you have any questions, please don’t hesitate to leave me a comment – I’ll be happy to answer them. And, as always, stay tuned. Happy Anniversary!

 

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Experiences, General DVD Reviews, Reviews

Equestria Girls: Magical Movie Night Review

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Hello everybody, this is George Harvey, aka the Autistic Blogger. Some of you may remember earlier this year I posted a random review of a random DVD (Sword Art Online II: Part 4). Today, I’m posting another one, for similar reasons.

Below is my analysis of Dance-, Movie– and Mirror-Magic; the three Equestria Girls specials that were released this past summer. For those of you who don’t know, Equestria Girls is a spin-off brand of My Little Pony, where all the characters are re-imagined as humans. I’ve reviewed each of the movies before, so it made sense to write one on the specials, too – especially as they were said to be the beginning of a series. While I am happy with the finished piece, posting it here feels bittersweet for me. Let me explain.

Usually, when I write a review, I submit it to Amazon.co.uk. There, people can read my analysis and let me know whether it’s helpful or not. This time, though, I wasn’t able to do that. Because, for whatever reason, these specials aren’t available on DVD outside of America. I’ve checked the US version of the site. But apparently, you need to spend at least $50 to post a review there – which would be costly to me. So, with very few options, I posted the review here just to get it online.

However, I would’ve done the same even without the uploading problem.

You see, much like my SAO analysis, I was worried nobody would find this review on Amazon – it’s easy to miss on such a vast site. The thought of that happening was too unbearable, considering how long I’d slaved away over it. I’m not exaggerating either. You wouldn’t believe what I’ve suffered through just to get this done. To give you an idea, let’s look back at my SAO review. When I uploaded that piece, I discussed beforehand how difficult writing was for me sometimes. How my Autism affects my thought process and makes me a perfectionist, which cause me to edit for weeks on end. Since then, I’m afraid to say very little has improved. In fact, it’s worse than before. I began writing this review around early July. It’s now New Year’s Eve! You can do the math for yourself.

To be fair, I haven’t spent every waking moment of my life working on this piece. There have been days, even weeks, where I’ve taken breaks to focus on more important things; like work, drama and online courses. These projects have kept me motivated, and I haven’t stressed over the review as much as I usually do. However, given it’s still taken me this long to finish, I’m honestly having concerns about my future. My dream is to become a children’s author one day. If I can’t write a review within three weeks, what chance do I have finishing a book? It doesn’t seem likely, does it?

With all this in mind, I’ve decided it’s well and truly, seriously time for me to sort out my writing problems. And I think I know how.

I’ve always said my biggest regret was not taking A-Levels in English. If I had, perhaps writing wouldn’t be so complicated now, and I’d have a firmer grasp of its rules. It also would’ve made University a lot easier.

I think what I need to do is go back to the basics. If I can refresh my memory and learn to be confident in my abilities, then it’ll help me avoid the problems I keep encountering. In theory, this should also stop me second-guessing myself, and I can finish things quicker and more professionally. To help me do this, I’ve purchased some GCSE revision guides on Language and Literature. Plus, I still have my old college textbooks and computer programs such as Grammarly. It’s going to be a challenge, but I’m determined to make 2018 my best writing year yet.

I think that’s enough rambling now.

I understand this review may not appeal to everyone. But I do hope you’ll take time to read it and appreciate all the effort that’s put in. This piece could be the last time I write something of this length and quality. It’ll be interesting to see if anything has improved within in a year’s time.

Happy New Year, and enjoy the review. (Be warned: it’s quite long.)

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If there’s one word I can use to describe Equestria Girls lately, it’s independent. Back when Hasbro first commissioned this brand, it was intended to be a loose tie-in with their Friendship is Magic series. Specifically, it featured Twilight Sparkle visiting the human world and protecting it from various magical threats. It also featured other ponies from the show as high school students, creating a unique blend of fantasy and teenage drama. While this concept was successful, there was only so much it could achieve as an extension of the show – especially as the high school clichés gave it limited creative potential. Fortunately, Hasbro had a solution. In 2015, their movies began focusing solely on their human characters and had little to no connection with the series. They even created their own version of Twilight (Sci-Twi) and pushed her into the lead role alongside Sunset Shimmer, a former antagonist. These changes, along with the new magic girl aspects, gave the brand its own identity, allowing it to appeal to a broader audience.
With its newfound popularity, Hasbro wanted to try making Equestria Girls into its own TV series. All they needed was the right opportunity to present one. That opportunity came in 2017. Due to the release of My Little Pony: The Movie, the studio decided not to make a fifth Equestria Girls film. Instead, they produced three half-hour specials that would air on TV as backdoor pilots. If they were successful, it would assure them that releasing two series a year would be worth their time and money.
So now that Sunset and the gang have episode-length adventures are they good enough to warrant a full series? Let’s take a look.
The first special, Dance Magic, takes place sometime after the fourth film. With Camp Everfree still needing repairs, the Hu-Mane Seven are trying to raise money for it. Unfortunately, they’ve only gathered half the funds, and the deadline is next week. That’s when Rarity has an idea. If they can win Canterlot Mall’s Chance to Prance competition, they’ll earn prize money worth more than double what they need. Everyone likes the idea. But it soon becomes apparent they aren’t the best dancers. Plus, some old rivals return from Crystal Prep. And when they steal Rarity’s video concept, she wishes she hadn’t spent the pre-earned money on costumes.
First of all, I love how this story focuses on someone other than Twilight or Sunset for a change. One of the core issues with the Hu-Mane Seven, lately, has been their limited screen time. This has led to them having diminished film roles and almost flanderized personalities. Fortunately, that’s the advantage of shorter stories: they provide individual character development, without tediously dragging out the plot. In this case, the spotlight is on Rarity.
For the most part, Rarity is still her typical fashion-obsessed self, who’s more concerned with appearance than practicality. But we also get to see her creative side and just how passionate she is towards her work. She’s so devoted that she won’t be satisfied unless she’s perfected every detail – even if it means cancelling rehearsals to fix torn clothes. It’s this determination that brings out the best in her character and makes her an ideal director. Additionally, she adopts some of pony-Rarity’s quirks for good measure (e.g. her fainting couch, her running mascara, and eating ice cream when she’s miserable). Most importantly, though, she keeps her other self’s generosity, which plays a significant role in the climax.
Another interesting note is that this story features the return of the Shadow Bolts (Sugarcoat, Sour Sweet, Lemon Zest and Sunny Flare). I actually made a mistake in my Friendship Games review when I said these girls didn’t have individual personalities. In fact, they’re supposed to represent darker versions of the Hu-Mane Seven. Sugarcoat is honest (like Applejack), but she’s also harsh with her words and never sugarcoats anything. Sour Sweet is nice (like Fluttershy), but she’s prone to mood swings and often follows her compliments with sour remarks. In Dance Magic, they retain these traits, along with their highly competitive nature. Which I found unusual at first; until I realised it was done for realism. You see, too often in My Little Pony, villains are reformed after a single good deed. Which isn’t entirely plausible. The best-reformed characters are those who’re given time to reflect on their actions and then progressively make amends for them. That’s how Sunset became the brand’s most well-developed character. The Shadow Bolts are similar in a way; it’s revealed they had good intentions for winning, but they lost sight of them in the heat of competition. It takes Rarity to show them that.
Aside from the video itself, which is lyrically appealing – despite containing a rap number – there’s nothing else to say except Dance Magic delivers. It may not be anything epic or magical, but it’s a solid example of a character-focused story, which every good series needs.
The second special, Movie Magic, sees the girls visiting a film studio. One of its directors is an alumnus of Camp Everfree and has graciously invited them to the set of Daring Do. Unfortunately, production of the feature is in turmoil; costumes have been lost, set pieces are falling apart, the lead actress is threatening to quit. And when some valuable props are stolen, the Hu-Mane Seven begin to suspect there’s sabotage at work. Now they have to find the culprit and save the film before it’s cancelled.
If I can be honest, this feels like the weakest of the three specials to me. I do give it credit for being the most like a TV episode, but there’s a constant sense that it’s trying to be something it’s not. Let me explain. Going by the set-up, you can tell the writer took a lot of inspiration from the classic Scooby Doo cartoons. You’ve got the group of teenagers who stumble across a mystery, a talking dog who’s obsessed with finding food, comical yet pointless chase scenes, a girl in glasses who explains the villain’s scheme after they’ve caught them, the list goes on. It’s not a bad idea. But having a more comedic tone does affect the story’s quality. Some scenes try so hard to be funny that they abandon all sense of logic and realism. Consequently, the tension feels downplayed and it’s hard to take anything seriously. Even the villain’s motives are board-line ridiculous. It works fine for a Scooby Doo cartoon. But because Equestria Girls also teaches important morals, their stories need to balance out humour with serious moments, or they won’t get these messages across. On top of that, the mystery itself isn’t that engaging. Why? Because it’s too obvious who the culprit is! I won’t give away any spoilers. But if you pay attention to all the not-so-subtle hints, and realise there are only two potential suspects, you can work things out within the first 10mins. It doesn’t help either that the characters blatantly try to mislead us.
Overall, Movie Magic isn’t on par with episodes like Rarity Investigates or MMMystery on the Friendship Express. But that doesn’t mean it’s all bad. In fact, there were quite a few elements it handled quite well. For one thing, all the Hu-Mane Seven share the same amount of screen time. And while their intelligence is questionable at times, they do stay perfectly in character throughout. Twilight and Rainbow Dash are especially memorable because they’re portrayed as fan-girls – something that’s been shown numerous times in the series, but never in Equestria Girls. It’s also good to see the girls using their geode powers for the first time since Legend of Everfree (e.g. Rainbow Dash’s super speed and Twilight’s telekinesis). However, certain flaws with these abilities do get addressed as well. Namely how they’re overpowered and could resolve problems too easily. Because of this, limitations had to be established, such as the girls needing to wear their geodes to use them. It’s a bit dull to hear the old we forgot to bring them excuse, but just having the powers adds some much-needed fantasy to an otherwise standard comedic mystery.
Another aspect worth mentioning is two of the new characters they introduce. The first is Juniper Montage. She’s the director’s niece and production assistant, who’s also a big Daring Do fan. She plays a more prominent role in the third story – so I won’t go into details here. But the plot does well to establish her character and sets everything up perfectly for her appearance later on. The other new face is Chestnut Magnifico, who – I have to say – I don’t particularly like as Daring Do. I get that she’s an actress and not the real thing, but it bothers me she’s even associated with the character. In the series, Daring Do is a wise-cracking tomboy, who’s a mixture of Rainbow Dash and Indiana Jones. Chestnut Magnifico is a generic movie diva, who’s loud, obnoxious and always in a bad mood. Even when filming, she barely looks or sounds anything like her counterpart. If the writer wanted to reinvent a fan-favourite character for Equestria Girls, they only succeeded in tarnishing it.
Perhaps the best part of Movie Magic though, is its pop-culture references. Taking place in a film studio, there are various nods to movies like Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs, directors Steven Spielberg and Ron Howard, and even episodes of Friendship is Magic, One of my personal favourites is when the girls end up on a superhero set, dressed as the Power Ponies (Season 4) – with Sunset Shimmer hilariously typecast as the Mane-iac.
So all in all, there are parts of Movie Magic that do work. It’s just a shame that most of them aren’t well-presented.
And then you have the third special, Mirror Magic. I have just one thing to say: Sunset Shimmer meets Starlight Glimmer! This is the scenario fans have been dreaming about for ages. I don’t know what it is about 2017, but it seems to be the year of wish fulfilment for the fandom. There’s this, My Little Pony: The Movie, and the majority of episodes in Season 7. But anyway, let me explain how this meeting of two worlds came to be.
While spending time at Canterlot Mall, Sunset Shimmer tries to write a message to Princess Twilight. Only for her magic journal to suddenly run out of pages. Just then, she gets a reply from her mentor, asking her to come to her castle. That’s right, Sunset Shimmer goes back to Equestria! And, we see her in pony-form for the first time in years! Anyway, upon arrival, she’s greeted by Starlight, who gives her a new journal as Twilight and her friends were unexpectedly called away. Sunset can’t help feeling a bit disappointed. Just as she’s about to leave, however, Starlight becomes curious of the human world and asks if she can see it for herself. Sunset agrees, as long as they keep a low profile. That’s right, Starlight Glimmer in the human world! Meanwhile, an old adversary has returned and imprisons the Hu-Mane Seven. And when Sunset is caught too, it’s up to Starlight to save the day.
Admittedly, when I first heard there was going to be a Starlight in this special, I wasn’t too keen on the idea. I was concerned a human version would overshadow Sunset, and the latter would lose significance as a brand-exclusive character. The individual brands work so well, in my opinion, because they have two different ponies as their seventh lead. Fortunately, Sunset wasn’t undermined. Because, rather than creating their own version of Starlight, the writer merely borrows the one from the series. Knowing this, we’re assured she’ll return to Equestria and Sunset will remain the face of Equestria Girls.
However, I’m not saying Starlight’s inclusion here was a bad thing. In fact, by the end of it, I was hoping she’d become a semi-recurring character. This is mainly due to her relationship with Sunset. The chemistry between these two is just perfect; they’re charming together, they have similar backgrounds, and they’re able to help with each other’s problems. Starlight offers Sunset advice on the rogue magic that’s loose in her world, while she gives Starlight a chance prove herself as Twilight’s pupil. Additionally, they’re both incredibly funny characters. In one scene, Sunset forgets to walk on all fours and use magic in Equestria. Then, Starlight behaves like a pony in the human world. It’s definitely a treat seeing them play off each other, and it never feels like one is upstaging the other.
Of course, Starlight and Sunset aren’t the only stars. As mentioned before, this story also features Juniper Montage. Following on from Movie Magic, she’s now a theatre usher and has developed a hatred towards the Hu-Mane Seven. One day, while slacking off, she finds a mirror infected with Equestrian magic. It seems harmless at first, showing her reflection as a famous movie star. But then she discovers it can also banish people she hates to a mirror-dimension. Eventually, she’s so overcome by its power that she transforms into a giant, delusional monster – one only Starlight can subdue.
I have to say, regarding Equestria Girls villains, Juniper might be my favourite character to date. She’s a perfect example of how the brand can create its own characters, rather than relying on those from the series. True, she comes off as being a spoiled brat. But thanks to Movie Magic we understand why. Like any girl her age, Juniper had strong ambitions for the future. She dreamed of becoming an actress and was fortunate enough to have an uncle in the film industry. If she’d bided her time as his assistant, it could’ve led to many great opportunities for her. Now, because of a mistake she made, she’s lost that dream position and ended up in a job she feels is beneath her. On top of that, she’s constantly reminded of her enemies’ success, which only causes her to lash out. With this in mind, it’s natural that she’d become infatuated with the mirror’s reflection and allow herself to be corrupted. I’m not saying this justifies her actions, but the narrative does make us feel sorry for her. Deep down, all she really wants is friendship.
I suppose my only complaint about Mirror Magic is the runtime. Given Starlight’s presence and the depth of Juniper’s character, the story really could’ve been expanded into a full-length movie. It’s especially troubling for Juniper since it makes her development feel rushed and forced. If they’d held back on her return, she could’ve become a recurring villain for the brand. Now it seems she’ll just fade into obscurity like Diamond Tiara did. Nonetheless, the special is of movie-quality standards, and many agree it’s the best of the three.
So how well do these stories hold up collectively? As backdoor pilots, I’d say very well. Although each of them varies in focus and quality, they all share a common desire to present Equestria Girls as a plausible series. They have on-screen credits, similar to Friendship is Magic and theirs; an original – albeit short – opening theme, and even individually designed title cards. They also do a good job tying-in with each other, as well as the movies. Dance Magic refers to the Friendship Games and Legend of Everfree; Movie Magic features a character seen briefly at the end of the fourth film (i.e. the director); and, Mirror Magic has both Juniper Montage and the Dance Magic music video.
In conclusion, there’s no reason Hasbro shouldn’t make Equestria Girls into a full-length series. The fandom wants it, they’re capable of doing it, and the brand has proven countless times it can support itself with fleshed-out characters, evocative storylines and limited MLP nostalgia. The best part is, a series seems closer now than ever before (in 2017). Not long after these specials aired, Hasbro released the Summertime Shorts. These segments continued the Hu-Mane Seven‘s adventures, but also expanded their universe; showing us some of their hobbies, where they lived and even where they worked – that’s right, they have jobs this world! The shorts were so popular that within weeks Hasbro announced they’d be releasing a digital series on YouTube. This, unfortunately, turned out to be more shorts, but their quality and world-building remained. Plus, extended episodes could be on the horizon, given that a fifth film is rumoured to be in the works.
If you love Equestria Girls, and want to experience the brand in series-form, then these specials are an absolute must-watch for you. If you’re not a fan, but you still want to get into them, then I’d recommend at least watching Legend of Everfree first. Once you’ve seen where a series started taking shape, you’ll be eager as a brony to see more.
That’s all I have to say for now. So until next time, stay tuned.

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If you have any questions, please leave me a comment – I’ll be happy to answer them. And, until next time, stay tuned.

(Image courtesy of: https://mylittlepony.hasbro.com/en-us/characters/meet/equestriagirls)

General, Into my Autistic Mind

Into My Autistic Mind 8

As previously announced (in a deleted update), the third part of my Life, Animated Review is taking a little bit longer to complete than normal. In the meantime, here’s another addition of Into My Autistic Mind. Enjoy:

I kept misspelling Autistic just now. A motorbike just passed me. I’m sitting in my car waiting to pick my dog Bertie up from his haircut appointment in Gravesend. I’m hearing a lot of vehicles pass by on the road ahead and someone just walked by on the pavement. My blue bag is to the left and I.p (gir) ccc – please ignore those three typos. As I was saying … What was I saying? My bag is to the left and I’m thinking of Life, Animated. It’s abrilliant – a brilliant – documentary about… Sorry, I’m thinking of Shark Tale now. That old Dreamworks film staring Will Smith as a fish. Another van just passed me. Anyway Life, Animated is a brilliant documentary about Autism and Disney. I just know when I’m finished reviewing it, it’s going to be one of the best things on this blog. I’m thinking of something My Little Pony-related now. I can’t believe they’re going to be releasing a new series on YouTube with human versions of the characters. I really need to get a new bag. I’ve not had the old one – well it’s not old so to say – but I’ve not had it very long. It’s just torn up on the inside and out. Now I’m thinking of Star Vs the Forces of Evil and a book I bought at Bluewater and an old kids’ program. Two avtually (actually). I hope the typos aren’t too much trouble. I’m thinking of that MLP thing again. I was planning on driving home and then picking Bertie up agents (why did it auto-correct agents?) – and I DIDNT WANT to press the emoji button or the caps-lock button, thank you. Excuse me. I was going to pick Bertie up after I went home for half an hour. But then I didn’t see the point. So I’m just sitting in my car waiting for the hour to be up. Now I’m thinking of an old TV advert of a guy calling out to a large group of people telling him his company’s deals are for everyone – not just new customers. I remeber a – remember a – similar advertisement on the radio where an man pretended to be a woman called Mrs Pie so he could get a deal, despite not being a new customer. Ahead of me is a Land Rover and a vehicle repair shop called Mr Clutch Auto Centres. You wouldn’t believe how many typing corrections I’ve just had to make in the last couple of minutes. I even had to copy and paste the word vehicle from earlier because I couldn’t remember the spelling right. No one’s spelling is perfect I guess. Now I’m thinking of Cartoon Network’s old What A Cartoon show. Animat recently started a lookback on the channel. Is lookback two words? The sun just got really hot for some reason. My headphones and Sat-Nav are also to my left. I’m wearing grey tracksuits and a dark grey, long-sleeved t-shirt. Saying t-shirt reminds me of an extra feature on the DVD of Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, where a shrunken head is asking a man called Jonny, who’s interviewing various members of the cast, if he’ll ask Michael Gambon and Robbie Coltrane what it’s like to wear a t-shirt. Then he changes it to suit and Jonny agrees it’s not a bad question to ask – for some reason. I can’t believe Azkaban is a real word according to Pages. Although it doesn’t seem to have a definition. I’ve just checked how many words I’ve written. I can keep going I think. Now I’m thing ing – ‘thinking’ – of Alladin (I spelt that wrong). Aladdin? There we go that’s the right spelling. Just had to stop and think for a second there. The scene I’m remembering is – wait, now I’m remembering Muppets Treasure Island. A girl and her mother just passed me on the pavement. Another Harry Potter film is going through my mind now. I’ve just taken the time to look at the sky and a sign that says AHAMAY. Things are going to change soon. I’ve got a new job in Eltham and will be leaving ASDA. I hope it’s the right choice. Change has always been a challenge for me – as I’ll explain in the next part of Life, Animated. I’m still thinking of Aladdin. Perhaps I should stop now. I’ve got 25mins before I have to pick up Boo – that’s my family’s pet name for Bertie. Now it’s 24mins. This feels like a good place to stop before I tell you about various Disney cartoons that are jumping in and out of my mind. I hope you enjoy the next part of Life, Animated.

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If you have any questions, please leave me a comment – I’ll be happy to answer them. And, until next time, stay tuned.

Autism, Experiences, Reviews

My Little Pony: Lesson Zero and Autism (Part 2)

(Continued from Part 1: https://georgeharvey2015.wordpress.com/2016/10/22/my-little-pony-lesson-zero-and-autism-part-1/)

From here onwards, the episode focuses on Twilight trying to cope with the stress of potentially missing her deadline. Many people go through this situation, of course. But it’s important to note how Twilight is reacting. And why. Because she thinks very highly of Celestia, she feels it’s necessary to push herself – if she’s not perfect, it’s not meeting her tutor’s standards. I had this same problem in university. Because I took Creative Writing at Greenwich, one of London’s top colleges, every assignment felt like it had to be precise or else I’d fail my course. This goes back to what I said before about problems feeling bigger than they actually are. No one expects perfection – not even royalty. But if you’re used to being a model pupil, it’s easy to stress over small details and imagine all the negative outcomes.

Thinking she’ll be sent back to magic kindergarten if she fails, Twilight decides to find a friendship problem and solve it by the end of the day. Unfortunately, she doesn’t have much luck. Every time she runs into one of her friends they look like they’re in trouble. But it turns out to be a misunderstanding, leaving her crushed.

Yes, Twilight is actually hoping her friends are suffering so she’ll have something to fix and write about. When you’re stressing over a deadline, it’s hard to concern yourself with anything else.

With no friendship problems in sight, Twilight curls up on a park bench trying to comfort herself. However, the pressure is clearly getting her. She’s stroking her tail, her mane is frazzled, she starts crying and arguing with herself (Gollum-style.) She even has hallucinations of younger ponies (fillies) laughing at her.

You might think this behaviour is a bit exaggerated or comical. But I can tell you, from personal experience, that it’s realistic. There were times in university when I’d curl up in fear. Or I’d cry and talk to my reflection. Sometimes I even had nervous twitches that made me throw up in the morning. The point is, stress can cause you to act the way Twilight does. And I’m glad Meghan McCarthy and the animators gave us such an accurate portrayal here.

Spike tells Twilight she needs to calm down because he’s worried about her. He suggests they go to the picnic so she can relax. But Twilight sees this as another chance to find a friendship problem.

Again, this is realistic behaviour from Twilight. When you have short deadlines, it feels like you can’t afford to take breaks. If you do, you’ll just have less time to finish your tasks, which makes the situation more stressful.

Arriving at the picnic, Twilight tells her friends she desperately needs their help. They seem eager to lend a hoof until she explains she’s late for an assignment. At which point, they brush off the problem and go back to their picnic. Twilight insists her whole life depends on this. But her friends just say she’s getting all worked up over nothing – some even laugh and call her a drama queen. This infuriates Twilight, and she runs off in frustration.

This is a very pivotal moment in the episode. Not only does it affect everything that happens afterwards, but it ultimately leads us to the moral of the story.

Also, this situation is something I feel very personal about.

To be fair, Twilight’s friends aren’t being hurtful on purpose – they do show regret after she runs off. But if I were in her position, I’d be mad too. There have been times when I’ve gone to people for help, and all they’ve done is tell me my problems aren’t worth stressing over. I  do understand why they say this. But it doesn’t do anything to help me, and I almost hate them for it.

It’s the same with Twilight.

Yes, she is overreacting – that much is obvious. But she wouldn’t be panicking if she didn’t feel she had a reason to. Her friends don’t see what’s so stressful because they’re not the ones with the problem. So they think the obvious solution is to stop worrying about it. But this is the worst thing you can say to somebody in Twilight’s predicament.

People do prefer not to feel negative emotions. But they can’t stop feeling how they are just because someone tells them to. If you were punched in the face, you wouldn’t forgive the person who did it just because they said it was a joke. You wouldn’t immediately cheer up if you were told your mother died. And you wouldn’t stop worrying about something just because another person said they would. Telling someone they’re overreacting, without offering a proper solution to their problem, just makes that person think you’re being insensitive. Or worse, poking fun at their misery. This is the sort of thing that ruins relationships.

Twilight’s friends don’t realise the severity of their actions – or lack of them. And it’s what leads us to the episode’s climax.

We cut back to Twilight, who’s watching the sun set from her bedroom. By this point, her mind has officially snapped, and she’s descending into madness.

Seriously, go on YouTube, type Crazy Twilight Sparkle and click the first video that comes up. This scene alone proves why My Little Pony isn’t just for girls anymore.

With seemingly no other option, Twilight decides if she can’t find a friendship problem, she’ll make one.

I’ve been through this scenario once too often; the pressure of meeting a deadline can be so overwhelming you resort to taking shortcuts. The stress means you can’t think straight and you’re so focused on finishing the task you don’t care if it’s done well or not.

Twilight goes outside, with a sadistic grin on her face (see image link below), and comes across Applebloom, Sweetiebelle and Scootaloo (the Cutie Mark Crusaders). She shows the fillies her Smarty Pants doll and gives it to them, hoping they’ll fight over it. When they don’t, she casts a “Want It/Need It” spell, which forces them to fight. Twilight tries to teach the girls about sharing but quickly realises the spell is too powerful. Then more ponies fall under her spell until nearly everyone in Ponyville is fighting over the doll. Twilight finds her friends and admits she messed up, just as the sun sets over the horizon.

By the way, I should mention the sun has been setting in a rather unique way. Along with a ‘ticking’ windmill, it’s been jolting across the sky like the hours on a clock face. I love how the animators did this because it emphasises how Twilight is feeling about her time pressure.

Just when it looks like things can’t get any worse, a voice cries out “TWILIGHT SPARKLE!” It’s Princess Celestia. She casts a spell which removes the enchantment from the doll, returning every pony to normal. She then approaches Twilight and says to meet her in the library. Believing she knows what this means, Twilight says a sad goodbye to her friends and walks away – it’s only then they realise how big Twilight’s problem might’ve been.

However, it turns out Celestia isn’t mad. She tells Twilight she’s a wonderful student, and she doesn’t need to get a letter from her every week to know that.

This is further proof that Twilight set the letter deadline herself. She was just pushing herself, unnecessarily, to impress her teacher.

Suddenly, Twilight’s friends burst in and beg Celestia not to punish her. They insist it was their fault for what happened because they didn’t take Twilight’s feelings seriously before. If they did, they could’ve done more to help her, and she wouldn’t have caused all the chaos.

I’m so glad Megan McCarthy included this scene. The episode could’ve ended with Twilight learning her lesson, and that would’ve been enough. But she makes it clear that Twilight wasn’t the only pony at fault. Her friends share equal blame for not taking the right course of action. To quote a line from an old Sonic Underground episode: “You’re part of the problem if you’re not helping solve them.

Celestia seems impressed that every pony has learnt from the day’s experience. So she makes a deal with them. She’ll forget the fiasco if, from now on, all six of them write her letters on their lessons of friendship – when, and only when, they discover them.

This solution is perfect for two reasons: A) it takes some much-needed pressure off of Twilight, and B) it solves a problem many critics had with the first season. You see, because Twilight was the only pony who could write Celestia letters, she had to be shoehorned into every single episode – even when she wasn’t the primary focus. With this new set-up, however, the writers could keep the spotlight on other characters, without squeezing Twilight in if they didn’t need her.

Before Celestia leaves, Twilight finds out it was Spike who told her she was in trouble and needed some guidance.

I love how Spike was written in this episode. He’s the only character (other than Celestia) who did the right thing. Twilight was too busy panicking to contact the one pony who could’ve assured her nothing was wrong. So, like a true friend, he did it for her. It’s better to express your fears to the person you’re answering to rather than worrying about what they might say or think.

The episode ends with everyone working together to write Celestia a letter. Twilight has learnt not to let her fears get the better of her, or let a small problem turn into something bigger. Her friends have learnt it’s important to listen to others, and consider their feelings when they come to you with a problem. Spike tries writing how great he is and how he didn’t need to learn a lesson but realises he should cross it out. Everyone laughs as the screen fades to black.

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Overall, Lesson Zero is one of my favourite Friendship is Magic episodes. There have been better ones since it aired like Magical Mystery Cure (S3, Ep13), Slice of Life (S5, Ep9) and Crusaders of the Lost Mark (S5, Ep18). But I enjoy how relatable it is.

I don’t think I would’ve done anything differently to Twilight in this episode. In fact, one of the lessons it teaches has had a profound impact on my writing.

When I first started this blog, I tried to write something for it every week. Unfortunately, this proved too stressful because I had other things going on in my life. And I couldn’t always come up with ideas. So I decided to take Princess Celestia’s advice. Now, like Twilight and her friends, I only write when there’s a significant topic I want to discuss, and when I’m able to devote enough time and effort to it. This has allowed me to produce much better content, with the quality and high standards that my readers deserve.

I could tell you more about what Lesson Zero has done for my life. But I can’t do it justice just by talking about it. If you have Autism, or you care for somebody with the condition, then I would seriously recommend giving this episode a watch. Who’s knows, you might like it so much you end up becoming a brony/pegasister yourself, and watch all six seasons of Friendship is Magic – plus the four Equestria Girls movies.

That’s all I have to say for now. I’m sorry it’s taken me forever to finish this post – it’ll probably be a while before there’s another one – but I try to make sure I have the right blend of quality and quantity in my work. If you have any questions, please leave me a comment. I’ll be happy to answer them. And, as always, stay tuned.

(Image courtesy of http://www.brony.com/brony-facts-faq/my-little-pony-cast/)

(Twilight’s sadistic grin: http://orig11.deviantart.net/8150/f/2012/193/1/9/twilight_sparkle___crazy_by_pyschedelicskooma-d56ymme.png)